WISTFUL LOVE

I wish you could try to see,
what you really mean to me.
 I think you'r quite aware,
but you hold your love and never share.
Is this love ? Or i'm dreaming ,so...
If you love me do let me know!

I shown you all my feelings bare,
promised to be with you always there.
All Day and night i think of you,
you catch my mind with every view.
Is this love? Or I'm dreaming so,
If you love me do let me know!

What is love i never knew,
though i heard about it from few.
Then you open your heart and let me in,
and i became a part of this lovely sin.
Is this love? Or i'm dreaming, so...
If you love me please let me know!

I know you love me but you just hide,
or, these all feelings are only from my side?.
Your care your love i never doubt,
but this time its love, i asked  about.
Is this love? Or i'm dreaming,  so...
If you love me please let me know!

Dear, I want to know,where do i stand,
do i still exist as your 'just friend'.
Do tell me what's on your mind,
tell me if i'm not your kind.
It hurts me ,when i found you cry,
and that to for another guy.
Was that your love? Or just simple care,
i asked you , coz i found it very rare.
What were those emotions that  did i see?
Were they same that you share with me?  
Was that love? Coz i felt so..

If that was your love,please let me know!
Please don't care this time what would i feel,
say what you want to say in real.
I know some day this dream would end,
i wont be nothing more than your friend.
Break my dream and wake up me now,
tell me to live my life somehow.
I know, when love is from one side,
it has no present no future wide, 
Show me that this not a love,
which i asked from my stars above.
Sure you've from many to choose,
but i want to be the one you scare to loose.
I know i've no right to dream so high,
no right to even call you my.
Sorry for this rhyme, so insecured,
 i'm sick of love and can't be cured.
Please tell me if this all is just a show,
 or ,if you love me please let me know!!!!!!!!!!!!

FOREVER

THIS is my first blog which is solely dedicated to my very close friend......before writing, i had to spent few sleepless nights just to understand this very word "FOREVER', and finally i got something to write as my conclusion....when this word adds with friendship it becomes most complicated,sometimes i doubt my intellect whether i've made right comments on this or not....but at last this is what i have.......

"Sometimes in life, you find a special friend. Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop. Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is forever friendship. When you're down and the world seems dark and empty,your forever friend lifts you up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full. Your forever

friend gets you through the hard times, the sad times and the confused times. If you turn and walk away, your forever friend follows. If you lose your way, your forever friend guides you and cheers you on. Your forever friend hold your hand and tells you that everything is going to be okay. And if you find such a friend, you feel happy and complete because you need not worry. You have a forever friend, and forever has no end."

“When forever becomes a place...when forever ceases to be just a word… when it ceases to be a just a measurement of time…but instead becomes a place where soul mates can dance to the song in their hearts, that is a reflection of true love.”